courage, where are thou?

"courage does not always roar,
sometimes it is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying,
'i will try again tomorrow' "
- author unknown-

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.........
i'm back, it's been a while since i last blogged,
things been tumbling down lately,
i've got extended in O&G department, it's hard....
i can't deny if i'm still STRUGGLING from it......

i planned to get pregnant after this O&G posting,
tapi rasanya terpaksalah membantalkan hajat tu dulu....
my younger brother's getting married in june,
saya redha if dearest dalila (his future wifey) gets pregnant before me.....

tiba-tiba rasa lonely kat O&G ni....
i miss my 2 buddies yun & pui kei in O&G,
missing aizuddin, ainiza, salwa, rizal, neehad etc etc
they are currently in paeds, surgical, medical - departments other than O&G,
yes, they passed O&G, & here i am,
all alone with the new batches which i'm still trying hard to fit in...

Alhamdulillah, i have dearest hubby, who always been there for me,
consoling me setiap kali saya balik nangis2 sebab kerja,
thank you Encik Nazawee,
jangan serik ya sayang.....
terima kasih ALLAH di atas pemberian ini....

i know i have lotsa readings to do....
i need the courage,
ya ALLAH bantulah hambaMU ini,
jangan biarkan aku berhenti di tengah jalan......


p.s: rindu family back in jb, rindu intan-aliah-ezee...