Wednesday, December 31, 2008

silence is golden?

Assalamualaikum,
juz dropping by
quite busy lately.......
atok organized a kelas agama on sunday
had house-cleaning & mandi2kan kucing on monday
adik sedara saya khalidah nabila dapat 8as for pmr last tuesday
(we did a lil' celebration for her & burfday gurl, my mak adik,
congrats bil! we are very very proud of u dear!
)
and yesterday, after receiving a
shocking-but-very-exciting-&-wonderful good news,
went to buy cincin tunang with sayang
will upload more photos of all these events later,
juz a peek-a-boossssssss

sunday : agama class organized by my grandma,
this is my cousin's daughter, nama dia syazreen

monday : sesi mandikan kucing2 ayah,
yang ni turn jenny mandi,
ayah mandikan,
i dried them up
(dengan towel je tak cukup, kene pakai hair-dryer)

tuesday : nabila got her pmr result,
8as baybeh! sampai umah salam atok air mata mengalir deras
tu muka post-nanges-kegembiraan,
& those are my mak chom & ayah cha, her proud parents

that night we had double celebration :
nabila's excellent achievement,
& mak adik's birthday-
may ALLAH bless both of you always! *hugsss*

wednesday: had an outing with sayang,
petang singgah his house, met their famous ophe!
dia ikut hantar aunty ain balik
cute tak dia? very bubbly & adorable ok!
lepas foto dalam kete dia terus tido, ehehe
(badan saya empuk sangat ke? hohoho~)

orait, at the mean time, do pray that majlis
merisik-suddenly-come-bertunang saya berjalan lancar malam ni
it's a simple majlis, tapi saya sangat cuak!
(although happy jugalah sebab dah boleh dipanggil tunang azan, ehehe~)
wish me luck peeps!
till then.
XoXo

Sunday, December 28, 2008

awal muharram?

"Sesungguhnya ALLAH tidak akan
mengubah nasib (atau keadaan) sesuatu kaum itu,
melainkan mereka mengubahnya sendiri"
- petikan terjemahan ayat 11 Surah (13) Ar-Ra'd-

Assalamualaikum,
Selamat Tahun Baru 1430 Hijriah to all muslim!
apa new year's resolution kalian?
mine? ehe, ive got a list of things i want to achieve this year
(there's a lot to mention it here)
but all in all, saya berharap to be a better muslimah
insyaALLAH, aminnnn.....
bak kata sayang saya, jangan cakap je......
kene buat, kene buktikan
afterall action should speak louder than word

oh i would like to take the opportunity
to wish dr suzanna mazlinda & hubby
a big
congratulations on their wedding!
i've just seen the wedding photo kat facebook my senior, shelbybaby
u look gorgeous kak zana!
cantik cantik cantik.............
& sorry sangat i couldn't attend the function
memang niat nak datang
but i wasn't feeling well
so semalam memang duduk rumah tak keluar
(dengan harapan i'll feel better today, insyaALLAH)
so kak zana & hubby, semoga berbahagia ke akhir hayat ya!

to a tkcian bestie, dr fazlin fadzil & hubby
SELAMAT MENEMPUH ALAM PERKAHWINAN
may both of u have wonderful blessed future ahead
cepat2 dapat baby ok leen!
(& semoga saya cepat2la dapat menyusul, hahaha~ ;D)

ok enough about of friends' weddings, ehehe
(serious rasa nak kawen, hohoho~ ;P)
today i'm planning to bantu my mom redecorating the house
especially ruang rehat keluarga
mak nak pisahkan ruang solat & ruang tv
mak kata biar tempat solat tu betul2 bersih untuk solat
biar solat terjaga, mak kata benda2 macam ni penting

maybe nak start berkemas in half & hour time
cepat kemas cepatlah siap..................
arini whole family puasa
if berkemas pagi maybe takdelah rasa penat sangat
plus petang nanti nak visit family sayang pula
ingat nak buat kek batik beskut marie
nak buat kek2 yang canggih2 rasa incompetent
sebab mak sayang saya terer buat kek
nak tunjukkan diri yang tak berapa pandai baking pun
hopefully mak sayang dapatla share with me her recipe & tips ke'terer'an in baking
mana tau one sweet day she would be kind to teach me baking her fruitcake yang sedap tu, ehehe :)

cakap pasal baking, another recipe yang i've been longing to try is my mak chom's pudding custard
(puding kira baking jugalah kan?hahaha)
i don't really know what it's called
tapi saya sukalah if everytime mak chom bagi pudding tu
last night we (my parents & me) didn't have our meal sebab nak makan pudding tu
mak chom bagi 1 tupperware besar
& the 3 of us makan dalam masa setengah jam dah habis
hehehe, sangat lezzzzaaaaaaaaatt ok!
i told my mom dah lama nak blaja buat pudding tu
tapi mak kata awak tanya mak chom awak, dia memang pandai baking cakes, pastries, desserts
adik-bradik perempuan mak saya (ada 6orang) masing2 ada food yang diorang specialised in
contohnya;
mak long - laksa johor, nasi lemak
mak ngah - nasi beriyani, arisa
mak teh - kueh2 traditional esp karipap
my mom - tomyam, black pepper chicken/fish
mak chom - cakes, desserts (esp choc cake & cookies)
mak dik - soto, kacang phool
tapi bukanla diorang tak tau masak food lain
cuma when it comes to these dishes......................
we prefer those yang specialised (in this family) membuatnya
sebab rasa lagi ada Ummmmmpph~ ;D

ini ruang rehat rumah saya:
dalam tupperware biru tu
terisi pudding custard mak chom saya...
rumah kami baru siap renovated,
so maaflah ye if berkecah, haha~

oh parents saya dah balik from masjid
gotta start cleaning!
till then,
XoXo

p.s: malam tadi chat with aliah, hopefully aliah & ezee are having fun in bandung libur spasing 1 week ni, if ada benda nak kem from malaysia do buzz me aite!
p.ss: to intan, wani, dja - elo elo senyap je kat malaysia? hehehe
p.sss: semalam my surgery groupmate, verna sms-ed me 10 soalan yang dia kata itu bedah toraks' assignment, huuuu belum start surgery dept dah ada tugasan la plak! (thanxalot ve for informing! sorry ya repotin, muahmuahh)
p.ssss: tak sabar nak jan 1st! ;)
p.sssss: currently listening to...


home sweet home?

Once upon a time...
there live a lil' girl....
who thinks that life isn't weird;
it's the people in it


Assalamualaikum,
yes yes yessssssssssssssss~
di kala saya typing this
saya berada di ruang rehat rumah saya
hehe sangat best rasanya *senyum sampai telinga*
cuma yang tak best sket i'm having cough & flu
but takdela teruk, cuma arini tak dapatlah kluar jumpa my sayang
(since balik jumpa dia mulu, infact balik jb from kl pun balik ngan dia *happy*)

kelmarin saya ke rumah atok
as usual the day after i reached back home
mesti ke rumah atok, jenguk dia, bagitau dah sampai malaysia
this time rumah atok tak sunyi
ayah uda turun from KL, bawa 2 of his granddaughters:
amira natasha & amira nadya
then there was this cute lil' boy, anak cikgu tuition cousin saya
nama dia naufal, umur satu setengah tahun
he's a fast-learner ok!
ikut je ape orang buat, ikut apa orang cakap
the 2 gurls ketuk kepala dia pun dia ikut ketuk kepala dia jugak
tapi bagusla bukan ketuk kepala orang lain, ehehe
lepas tu pantang nengok handphone
habisla takkan lepas handphone dari tangan dia
dia sangat curious dengan everything
my digicam pun dia nak ambil
my handbag hampir jadi mangsa, dia nak godeh2, hahaha
tapi dia sangat cuteeeeeeeeeeeee!
i loike i loike! *winkwink*
here are some photos of them

eeee, apa tu aunty ain pegang? i want i want!

muka full of curiousity~~~~ hahaha

tangan dah mula nak mencapai.....
here comes the 2 gurls, nak jugak difoto, haihhh~ ;P
ok boy, gimme ur most cutestest smile!
(tali camera ni plak menyibuk, adoi)


ok aunty ain, now it's our turn!
cepat2 kitorang dah lama tunggu ni~
ok gurls, say cheeeeeseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
(aiseyman, gigi tututttt~hahahahaha ;P)

okie dookie
guess that's all for the time being
jap lagi time to chitchat with my sayang
till then,
XoXo

p.s: tak sabar nak jan 1st! ;D

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

coming home?

"I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there until the end
Can you feel the love
That we share?
Oh I'm already there
Oh I'm already there..."

Assalamualaikum,
its 2000wib, kat rctv tengah pasang sinetron alysa
tapi saya nak juga update blog..............................
sebab saya excited, excited bangettttttt!
sebab besok saya balik malaysia!
countdown : 14 hours to go, yeayea~~~~ *senyum sampai telinga*

tadi balik class gi pvj sekejap dengan intan
thought of buying ole2 for family
unfortunately duit mara tak masuk lagi
tak taula nape this month lambat gile masuk
selalu tanggal 21 dah masuk...................
so tadi terus sms family & sayang,
bagitau yang balik ni tak dapat nak bagi apa2,
takde rezkilah *sobsob*

the main point we went to pvj sebab intan nak beli breadtalk adik dia kirim
& saya nak pegi try check size jari saya...............................
saje nak menggatal, ada orang duk sibuk tanya jari size bape
tu yang curious pegi check gak kat satu kedai cincin ni
& macam nengok harga silver rings dia, not badla
rings for couple + nama2 diukir kat both rings --> rp200,000
murah ke tu? bagi saya murah jugalah
intan kata maybe sebab silver, so murah
manalah tau one sweet day ada rezki nak beli cincin kan?
cincin untuk pakai diri sniri, hohoho~

oh ya tadi last day saya di paeds department
tanggal 5jan dah masuk dept surgery
dept yang paling banyak on-call shifts
bagus gakla, hopefully lagi cepat kurus bila banyak jaga ni, ehehe ;D
ni few pics taken with paeds groupmates
9 people in my group, sorang je indonesian.........
tapi doctors ramai ingat dia pun malaysian, ehehe
result paeds will be out in a month time
doakan juga ya? huuu, takut...................

with Gita Widya Pradini, the only indonesian in our group
(percaya tak if gita sudah nikah? she has a daughter yang sangat tembam!)

group 8 paeds

this is my first preceptor (pembimbing),
dr Myrna Soepriadi, Sp.A(K)


ok deh, need to tidy up my room
kemas2 notes paeds, masuk dalam file
& selepas itu nak packing!
tak sabarnya nak kol 1145 tomorrow! (masa ni dah nak depart~)
malaysia here i come~~~~~~~~
till then,
XoXo

p.s: currently listening to...

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

post-paeds exam?

Once upon a time...
there live a lil' girl....
who's blasting out her music
so she won't hear her
own thoughts,
but it's stupid because the

lyrics keep reminding her
of what she's trying
to forget.

Assalamualaikum,
pagi tadi saya telah menduduki exam paeds.........................
& saya berasa sangat sedeh karena saya tidak performed
saya sedeh, sungguh sedeh, sedeh bangetttt... *sobsob*
saya tak sangka case dengue hemorrhagic fever (DHF) yang keluar
mungkin silap kami (my groupmates & me) sebab focus ke cases lain
seperti tetralogy of fallot, kejang demam, iron deficiency anemia (IDA)
cases yang lebeh mencabar untuk keluar exam
cases yang belum pernah keluar exam lagi......................
ternyata case senang macam DHF yang keluar!
uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
DHF senang & saya tak boleh jawab!
uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!
boleh la jawab, cuma therapy & few penatalaksanaan yang menjawab dengan ragu2
sebab tak ingat, sebab tak hafal betul2! (dosis obat & fluid therapy doses tak ingat!)
otak dah penuh dengan info2 cases lain
cases yang belum keluar exam (DHF dah keluar 6batches before)
then pagi tadi before exam ada sumber2 yang boleh dipercayai kata confirm IDA keluar
haaaaaaaa lagi la memang terus hafal mati IDA!
tapi bila dapat je exam ques nengok keluhan utama ---> demam kurang 7 hari
otak terus je blank! demam demam demam????
OMG! anemia patient selalu datang dengan keluhan pucat or maybe kuning
mana plak datang demam ni?????????
my mind was blank for a while.......................................
*nak nanges, tapi memang air mata tak boleh nak keluar ni*
but i did try my best, trying hard to remember apa yang dah penah baca
cuma disappointed sebab i thought i could perform this paeds exam........... *speechless*
(serious saya memang terpikir sumber2 yang bagitau IDA keluar tu, adakah dia sengaja mensabotage yang lain so that kami tak boleh jawab exam???? mungkin juga! karena itulah tabiat few students kat sini, haihhhh.....*geleng kepala*)
*dah tak boleh nak nanges ni*
lepas exam i called my sayang...........
shockingly he told me that he was in the hospital
admitted due to DHF!
haaaaaaa lagila macam nak pitam kan!
DHF lagi! *toingtoing*
i knew he was having a fever yesterday
he even had mc for 2 days, suspected dengue
he had to come back to the hospital today to amek darah if demam tak kurang
tak sangka plak at 10am wib dia dah kene admitted
rasa macam dah kene jinx plak dengan DHF, huuuuuu
but luckily dia acah2 sajeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
(rasa macam nak cekik je, haha~)
ok la saya nak study DHF ni, although dah habes exam
i hafta know, kene ingat sampai mati ni, seriously!
*rasa keciwaaaaa yang teramat sangat.........................*
till then,
XoXo

p.s: i'm tawakal-ing, & kene lebih2kan doa, moga lulus paeds ni, insyaALLAH, aminnnn.... tolong doain juga ya? huuuuu......
pss: thanxalot to intan, wani & dja (saya jumpa kat mesko during lunch break tadi) yang telah mencomforted saya pasal exam tadi, makaseh banyak temen2! *hugsss* oh & gudluck guys for the kulit&kelamin exam! ayo semangat!
psss: nowadays saya tengah follow sinetron indo berjudul Alysa, nia ramadhani berlakon, tapi as usualla dia pegang watak jahat, but who cares, saya cuma mau nonton christian sugiono yang cakep itu! haha~
p.ssss: currently listening to....

Friday, December 19, 2008

engagement?

"I seem to have loved you
in numberless forms,
numberless times,
in life after life,
in age after age forever....."

Assalamualaikum,
hehe, kata nak silence sebentar.............
but m really tempted to post these photos~
oh it was my LITTLE brother's engagement
venue : kota bharu, kelantan
cik aifa sangat cantik! *winkwink*
glad the function went well (cuma sedeh i wasn't there.....)
ramai relatives from our side came all the way from jb
excited sebab dapat konvoi ramai2 pegi kelantan (since it's school holiday)
congrats ariff & aifa for the engagement!
so when's the wedding wahai adikku? ehehe *garu kepala*

When you feel cold and warm at the same time,
when you read over the same line for the tenth time,
when your heart and thoughts somehow appear to rhyme,
and when a simple name conquers your whole mind,
then you are in deep trouble my friend...
you are in what they call, "LOVE".

congrats congrats congrats congrats congrats!
*hugging ariff & aifa* =)


Bella Swan: A girl can dream.
Edward Cullen: Is that what you dream about? Being a monster?
Bella Swan: Mostly I dream about being with you forever.
Edward Cullen: I will stay with you — isn’t that enough?
Bella Swan: I love you more than everything else in the world combined. Isn’t that enough?
Edward Cullen: Yes, it is enough. Enough for forever.

m a girl, i can dream too baby!
(yeah, keep on dreaming...asik berangan je........)

till then,
XoXo

P.s: currently listening to ........



P.ss: if bella swan is pretty crazy about edward cullen, i think m pretty crazy bout that somebody who calls me his barney....

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

silence?

Once upon a time...
there live a lil' girl....
who believes she was blessed,
if only for a moment,

by the love of her shining bright star.
& given the gift of believing,
that heaven is never too far.....

Assalamualaikum,
"Some thoughts are better left unsaid,
some feelings are better left kept to yourself,
but love has its way of expressing itself despite the silence"
m gonna stay silence for a while...
there's a lot on the mind
& lotsa things to be done
till then,

XoXo

p.s: Awkward silences -> Embrace them, Enjoy them, Cause them

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

a sweet note?

Once upon a time...
there live a lil' girl....
who finds that happiness is.....

getting a hug from someone you care about deeply =)


Assalamualaikum,
as i am blogging this post...
i juz can't stop smiling!!!!!
sebab................................
waktu saya buka backpack saya tadi,
saya jumpa ini!

a surprise how-r-u note from intan!

saaaaaaaaangat terkejut ok!
i left my backpack at the mesko (bilik rehat kami para ko-as / the so-called 'dokter muda')
sebab beg tu berisi baju jaga (i had my paeds night on-call shift yesterday)
ni saya baru je buka beg tu sebab nak keluarkan baju2 kotor untuk dicuci
surprisingly a white note popped out! *muka terkejut* hehehe
bila baca its contents, then rasa hati sangatlah berbunga2, hihihi~
so i put the note, on 'ain's wall of memories' ;D

the note intan wrote......

i pinned the note.....

on my wall of memories =)

well, i met intan tadi during the lunch break
masa tu dia nak lunch, tapi kitorang dah nak start bimbingan
so sempat lambai2 tangan & tanya nak ke mana, ehehe

ini intan, one of my besties, i luv u bibeh! *hugssssss*

selalunya during lunch break kami selalu jumpa kat mesko
(sekalian lepak-ing with dja & wani, hehe)
tapi lately ni my preceptor suka buat bimbingan during the lunch hour
so dah jarangla 'hang-out' sama2 kat rumah sakit
intan knew kot kalo ainul jaga malam mesti muka selebet gile
(i've got that sleepy face that when people look at me & said
"tak tidur ke waktu jaga malam tadi?")
tapi malam tadi menaged to doze off for a whilelah.........
then kene kejut dengan perawat sebab ada petient nak nebu
cute gile nengok that chubby 7 months-old baby duk tiup wap nebulizer tu sambil nangis taknak kene nebu
& for the first time during my ward shift, saya berjaya menimbang berat semua patient saya on time (weighing+ follow-up 50 patients in 3hours) *happy*

oh back to my intan's note, seriously it really made my day!
thanxalot my dear dear intan for being soooooooo thoughtful *muahmuahhhh*



ini untuk awak, intan =)



& now m going to have my qada'-beauty sleep with a largeeeeee smile on my face~
till then,
XoXo


p.s: last night was my last paeds on-call! alast habis juga jaga anak! heeee ;P

p.ss: & it means paeds' coming to its end, & paeds exam is getting tersangatlah juzzzzzzzzz around the corner!!!! studylah ain! =/
(ok now tidur, bak kata intan dah rest then baru boleh focus study....tidur je keje!)