condoms?

Assalamualaikum,
we are having a circumcision skills' lab this week
so the doctors asked each of us to buy 2 condoms with different colors
(condoms tu akan dipasangkan kat mannequin, berfungsi sebagai 2 lapisan kulit di penis, untuk membedakan yang mana akan dicircumsized)
at first i thought selamber gilelah pergi pharmacy & asked for condom
rupa2nya tak sesenang yang disangka................
ok, here are 2 incidents happened related to these condoms

1) at the pharmacy......
while surveying for pack of condoms that have different colors in it (masa ni pun orang2 yang ada kat pharmacy tu pun dah pandang2, naseb i was with azmah, so takdelah malu sangat kot? ehehe)
me : mbak, yang ini condomnya warna apa? (referring to the sutra condom, ada 2 packs yang kotak dia beda warna)
sales-girl : warna yang biasa teh..... (teteh = kakak, teh = kak; bahasa sunda)
me : ada ga condom yang beda warna di dalamnya? (pointing at a fiesta pack, sebab ni paling murah harga dia)
sales-girl : ga ada teh, warnanya 1 pack emang sama semua.......
suddenly i saw a pack that have multi-colored condoms, tadi mbak ni kata takda, haiya~
me : oh ya ini ada yang multi-color, saya ambil yang ini deh..
sales-girl : urhmmmm, ga mau coba product buat tambah staminanya juga teh?
me : gapapa mbak, yang ini aja *sambil gelak pandang azmah, hohoho~* (oh oh!)

2) i left my small purse containing rp50k & 2 pieces of condoms at the mesko, a ko-as found it & gave it to the bapak mesok so that dia bisa cari tuan punya dompet tu (Alhamdulillah!), so at the mesko.....
me : pak, tadi ada yang tinggal dompet di mesko cewek ya? dompetnya ada di bapak?
bapak mesko : oh yang ini ya neng? (keluarkan dompet saya dari laci)
me : ya, Alhamdulillah ada! punya saya pak, maaf pak tadi tidur ga sadar dompetnya jatuh.....nuhun pisan ya pak, maaf banget, nuhun pak.... (saya ambil dompet & pergi, bapak tu sengeh2)
then, i met wani at the mesko cewek.........................
wani : laa, tu dompet ainul ke, tadi bapak tu tanya2 if ada yang tertinggal dompet, dia bukak & nengok dalam
me : ha? dia check ke?! alamak ada condomlah! habeslah kte! (seriously cuak gak)
wani : ainul gi la bagitau bapak tu jangan salah sangka.....
saya pun cepat2lah pergi menemui bapak mesko itu lagi, surrounding the bapak was a group of male residens (mostly residen bedah), yang pada masa saya jalan ke arah bapak tu, semuanya nengok saya & tersengeh2, ok ada yang tak kena ni.............
me : pak tadi bapak liat ya ada condom di dalam dompetnya? maaf ya pak jangan salah sangka, itu buat skills' lab khitanan (khitanan = circumcision)
bapak mesko : oh ya neng, lagi di OB ya? (OB = obgyn)
me : ga pak, di bedah.....
tiba2 dr. wendy, a bedah residen menyampuk......
dr. wendy : gapapa dik, kami paham kok, anak muda~
me : huuuu................ ( ok, maksud dia apa?! sumpah malu gile!)

cepatla skills' lab circumcision, so that i don't hafta carry these condoms dah!

happy birthday babe II?

Once upon a time...

there live a lil' girl....
who thinks that in the end,
it's not the years in your life that count.
It's the life in your years...

Assalamualaikum,
yesterday was intan's birthday
i've bought her a present since last week
but up till today belum dapat chance to give it to her
both been very busy...............
kesian intan juga next week dah start the long-case fever
ingat nak jugalah celebrate sket2 weekend ni,
but i've got on-call tomorrow morning
& another one on monday
next week m gonna be in neurosurgery dept
so 3X on-call for next week *eyes rolling*

ok ok, back to the main topic
i wanna take this opportunity to wish my bestie, cik intan zariza bte hussain

A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!
happy birthday my dear intan,
a year older, a year wiser, a year vogue-r! *winkwink*
do stay the wonderful intan that i know
& may u have more blessedful years ahead, insyaALLAH, aminnn

kte try bagi pezen awak this weekend aite?
oh ya, this is for you babe =)


hope u've had blastful big day yesterday
still, we'll have more blastful time bila awak dah habes exam ok?
see u around intan!
(& ezee, aliah, wani, deja- mana semua orang pergi? kat rshs pun tak jumpa!)
till then,
XoXo

p.s : my dad's joining mom in tokyo this evening, have a safe journey ayah!
p.ss : belum start neurosurgery dah dapat banyak homework dari preceptor...baru ingat weekend ni nak rest, seems like there's gonna be long, unrestful life ahead, huuuu~

missing you?

Once upon a time...

there live a lil' girl....
who always cherish this quotations:
to love someone is nothing,
to be loved by someone is something,
to love someone who loves you is everything.

Assalamualaikum,
what an exhausting week in orthopedi
(tapi sangat satisfying sebab banyak ilmu dapat)
pagi2 6am dah kena ada kat dept
then magrib baru tiba rumah.......
my nights been occupied with those 'unbeauty' sleeps~
'free' times were occupied with learning cases & assignments
& most of all, saya less contact my fiance, less than usual.... =(
so i've been missing my fiance, more than i always do.....
to mr azan, sabar ya sayang,
we'll get through this together....
as you always said, ALLAH suka hambaNYA yang sabar
& this is for u sayang....................

English Translation:
Ah ah ah
Obvious Song!
Do you miss me? (Obvious!)
Do you think about me? (Obvious!)
I love you, you love me
Obvious! Obvious! Obvious!

Do you like me? (Obvious!)
Do you love me? (Obvious!)
I love you, you love me
Obvious! Obvious! Obvious!

Dont ever change (Obvious!)
Forever and ever (Obvious!)
I like you, I like you
Obvious! Obvious! Obvious!

Always be happy (Obvious!)
Always cheer up (Obvious!)
I love you I love you
Obvious Song!

Even though at times you feel irritable
Even though at times its difficult
Always think of me, wholl always be smiling by your side

Even though at times you feel sad
Even though at times its lonely
Always think of me, wholl always be with you

i've always love this my girl's ost
hope u like it too.......... =)
do take the greatest care sayang, coz i really2 do

Wo ai ni,
Ngo oiy ney a ,
nazawee........




XoXo

taggy-taggy tag?

Once upon a time...

there live a lil' girl....
who always wanted to
fashion her life as
a garland of beautiful deeds ....

Assalamualaikum,
saya telah ditag oleh bunga-bunga cinta,
maaf lambat nak buat tag ni,
been busy with assignments,
nway tenkiu ya kak ;D
(oh ya, salam perkenalan juga bunga-bunga cinta!*winkwink*)
So here goes the taggy-tag............

Do you think that you are hot..??
Nope, but i wonder if my fiance thinks i am...hahaha~

Upload a pic of you

Why do u you like this picture?
because i was posing with my cousin's cat yang pada ketika ini saya sangat geram sampai rasa nak baling2 kucing ni sebab ia comel & nakal sangat,hohoho~

When was the last time you eat pizza?
last sunday! dengan intan, ezee, aliah...
lama dah tak makan, terasa begitu nikmat!*burp*

The last song you listen to?
hello's ular berbisa.....kat mana2 asyik dengar lagu ni je

What are you doing rite now beside doing this..
watching on the spot special kat trans7,
best sebab ramai artis jemputan & banyak lagu hits

What name do you prefer besides yours?
urhm, mrs mohd nazawee mohd zaki~

People to tagged
- intan
- wani
- azmah
- deja
- kak aween

Who is no. 1 ?
- one of my bandung besties, one of my 3tats, luv u babe! =)

Who is no. 3?
- my housemate, the closest one,
teman curhat suka duka, ehehe =)

Say something about no. 5
- a bubbly petite lady, married to tall thin guy,
& has a cute lil' pumpkin named after dewa19's singer, hehehe

How about no.4?
- my 2nd cousin, who's also my unpad colleaque,
one of those close friends

Who is no. 2? -
- partner-in-crime no.1, heeeee~
dorang suka gelakkan orang tau, hahaha
no.2 is engaged to an unpad colleaque

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tadi dapat bimbingan dari dr. amir, an ortho residen
ada kata2 yang diucapkan olehnya yang membuat saya terfikir...
"bersediakah saya untuk menjadi seorang dokter yang ikhlas menolong mengobati patient saya?"
nak muhasabah diri sekejap................
(jangan sampai tertidur dahla, haha~)
till then,
XoXo

p.s : ayah uda dearest, do have a speedy recovery! ain doakan....
p.ss : need this movie mp3..........

letto?

Once upon a time...

there live a lil' girl...
who thinks that
sometimes, the brain gets in the way
of what the heart wants to say....

Assalamualaikum,
not really in mood to blog
saja nak update........................
letto is launching their new album,
lettologica kat rcti indo at the mo
artist jemputan ada duta so7, slank, d'massiv
they're all singing letto's songs, not badlah
mestilah letto nyanyi lagi best kan? hehehe
ok here are few of letto's songs that i like
which one do you prefer?
from their previous album:

permintaan hati?


sandaran hati?


ruang rindu?


sebelum cahaya?


sebenarnya cinta?

their latest hits, enak juga~
selalu dengar kat sinetron rafika
belum dengar semua lagu2 dia
thot of buying the mp3 this weekend

lubang di hati~

oklah, nak tidur
being in ortho dept ni sangat penatlah
mentally & physically exhausted, tak tau kenapa
terserlah bakat saya sebagai world's greatest sleepyhead! yeayea~ ;P
good night & sleep tight peeps!
till then,
XoXo

p.s : saya rindu ayah saya, saya rindu mak saya, saya rindu adik saya & most of all, saya rindu tunang saya........... =(
p.ss : macamana nak taknak sakit hati dengan orang? oh help me dear GOD!

a cooler song?

Three things in life that may never be lost -
Peace : Hope : Honesty

Assalamualaikum,
spent the whole evening watching news bout gaza...................
n few mins ago, a speaker of the gaza leaders menyampaikan,
dengan gugurnya dr sayam, salah seorang tokoh yang dekat dengan rakyat
telah lebih membangkitkan semangat rakyat palestina
& pemimpin2 mereka semakin bersatu menjanjikan suatu perubahan
maka hari ini (jumat) akan berlakunya suatu intifadah
yang lebih hebat dari intifadah2 sebelumnya....
apakah yang akan berlaku hari ini?
(m writing this on a friday morning, 2am wib)
*m kinda cuak ok!*
& yes, this is a song, a cooler than the one in my previous entry, the famous michael heart song, dedicated to the palestinians yang sedang berjihad menegakkan agama ALLAH.....

A blinding flash of white light
Lit up the sky over Gaza tonight
People running for cover
Not knowing whether they're dead or alive

They came with their tanks and their planes
With ravaging fiery flames
And nothing remains
Just a voice rising up in the smoky haze

We will not go down
In the night, without a fight
You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools
But our spirit will never die
We will not go down
In Gaza tonight

Women and children alike
Murdered and massacred night after night
While the so-called leaders of countries afar
Debated on who's wrong or right

But their powerless words were in vain
And the bombs fell down like acid rain
But through the tears and the blood and the pain
You can still hear that voice through the smoky haze

We will not go down
In the night, without a fight
You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools
But our spirit will never die
We will not go down
In Gaza tonight

We will not go down
In the night, without a fight
You can burn up our mosques and our homes and our schools
But our spirit will never die

We will not go down
In the night, without a fight

We will not go down
In Gaza tonight
(We Will Not Go Down, Michael Heart)

the question now is : apakah peranan kita sebagai umat Islam lain di dunia ini melihat umat Islam gaza semakin banyak 'disembelih' hari demi hari?

Sometimes loneliness is what you need
Sometimes there’s a harvest without a seed..
Sometimes darkness can be too bright
Sometimes rain gives you delight..
Sometimes you think you understand
Sometimes you know you really can’t..
Sometimes what sets you free are restrictions
Sometimes what makes most sense are contradictions..
Sometimes all you can give is love
Sometimes all you have is not enough..
Sometimes life is like a dream
& yet, Sometimes dreams aren’t what they seem.....

till then,
XoXo

p.s: saya on-call malam ini, & besok saya dah masuk sub-div bedah orthopedi yang paling busy dalam dept surgery ni, & there will be 2 more night on-calls next week, oh my m gonna be a walking zombie with large eyebags this coming week! =/

cool song from cool movie?

"You put on a good show but I'd be willing to bet
that you're suffering more than you let anyone see."
- twilight-

Assalamualaikum,
a month ago intan penah tunjuk kat saya a vidclip from twilight ost
waktu tu lupa nak tanya apa nama group yang nyanyi lagu tu
& this morning i received a list of mp3s from my groupmate baety
one of the song is the very same song that intan shown me
i think the song is cool! (is cool the right word?)
i like this kind of band, esp when they can perform live very well ;)
so ladies & gentlemen, a big applause for paramore decode! *clapclapclap*


a short one this time.....................
my mind's getting merepek-er day by day
so better stop before start merepek lagi kat sini
i know the reason --> i need sleepssssssssss!
plenty of it!no, lotssssssssss of it!
oh katilku sudah memangggil~
till then,
XoXo

thank you?

Once upon a time...
there live a lil' girl...
who one sweet day wrote.....
"I was sitting here thinking
of the words I want to say,
but they just wouldn't come out right
so I found a different way...
I got a piece of paper
and I wrote this poem for you,
but there's no way to thank you
for everything you do...
For always being nice to me
and staying by my side,
for helping fix my problems
and never leaving me behind...
For accepting my thoughts and feelings,
though you do not understand,
for never giving up on me
and being my best friend...
For making me laugh
and letting me cry
and saying you'd miss me
if I were to die...
Everything you mean to me
you could never know
In all the ways you've changed my life
I could never show...
The way you take care of me,
you're my shining star
and though it's so incredible
that's just the way you are...
Before I get too mushy
it's time for me to go,
but before I leave this ink-filled page
there's one thing you should know...
As long as we are living,
no matter when or where,
if you ever need me
just call and I'll be there...
I'll climb a thousand mountains
and swim a thousand seas
anything to be there
'cause you've been there for me..."

Assalamualaikum,
it was my 26th birthday yesterday...............
but nun di sudut hati memang rasa tak seexcited dulu
if dulu memang tak sabar tunggu birthday...
tapi semalam pergi hospital rasa it was like any ordinary days
maybe sebab rasa diri ni dah tua, dah lebeh suku abad!
so dah tak looking forward for birthdays & presents dah, ehehe

but today, ada something yang buat saya terharu............
& it made me realized that something was missing this week
my 3tats... this week saya tak jumpe mereka langsung kat hospital
not in mesko during the lunch break, selalunye kol12 siang mesti jumpa salah sorang kat sana
or bumping into each other waktu tengah kalut2 nak kejar doc visit patients or going to policlinic
but this week, takde! mana kalian? rindulah..............
& now, me being too mushymushy,
pleasantly dedicating this poem to my 3tats; intan, ezee, aliah =)

When we first talked to each other
I knew we would always be friends.
Our friendship has kept on growing
And I'll be here for you to the end.

You listen when I have a problem
And help dry the tears from my face.
You take away my sorrow
And put happiness in its place.

We can't forget the fun we've had
Laughing 'til our faces turn blue.
Talking of things only we find funny
People think we're insane-If they only knew!

I guess this is my way of saying thanks
For catching me when I fall.
Thanks once again for being such a good friend
And being here with me through it all.
- Rachel Ellis-

3tats, weekend ni kita gi makan pizzahut ek? my treat! ;)
to intan, thanx for dedicating an entree for me,
sangat terharulah! thank you babe! *hughugssssssss*
to mak, ayah, din, aunties uncles & family back in jb, dearest cousin adib, kakpit & family in singapore, besties intan ezee aliah, closefriends azmah wani dja, housemates, tkciansss, kmysiansssss, rshsmatessssssssssssss (sorry banget ya ga dapat traktir!), unpadians juniors, haiya too many to list downlah, sorry peeps! --> thanxalot for the birthday wishes yep! *muahmuah*

oh ya, besok my groupmates & me are going to present a policlinic case on peripheral arterial disease (+ buerger's disease)
we are now stase-ing in bedah vaskuler
kat sub-div ni saya banyak menemukan kasus2 yang salah satu faktor risikonya adalah perokok
& ini telah menimbulkan kebimbangan pada diri saya, sebab.......................... *tut tut tut*
hehe, bukan saya yang merokok, tapi paham2 jelah ye *winkwink*
i know it's difficult to suddenly quit smoking
(macam ayah saya, dia kene berhenti merokok pun sebab saya mintak hadiah upsr saya was for him to quit smoking, seriously dia sangat sengsara masa started to do so & yet until now dia kata dia gemuk sebab saya suruh dia stop smoking, hehehe)
nantikan bila saya ada anak, saya nak suruh dia mintak hadiah ni kat ayah dia sebab dia berjaya belajar swimming masa umur dia 1tahun ke --> i want my dad to stop smoking! ;P
but i really hope one day, akan timbullah kesedaran pada orang2 yang kita sayang yang masih merokok itu, bahawa merokok itu sangat membunuh diri sendiri
if not killing ownself pun, they are going to suffer with diseases yang sangat mengurangkan their quality of life & membuatkan mereka terlantar kesakitan (eg. amputation done to buerger's disease patient bila the extremities dah necrosis & gangrene so dah tak boleh diselamatkan lagi)
& yang paling teruk lagi, mereka boleh membunuh orang lain, terutama those dearest to them yang everyday turut sama2 menghisap asap rokok yang mereka kepul2kan (2ndary smoker)
argh tetibe saya terbau asap rokok dji sam soe kat hidung saya ni, isk busuk gile ok!

okla, banyak dah membebel, makin lama makin merepek, haha~
nak buat powerpoint slides for presentation besok
till then,
XoXo

p.s: bila perang gaza nak habis ni? watched a 5o'clock news on a doc terkorban waktu bertugas kat sana tadi, saya lagilah sedeh! =( *do keep on praying*
p.ss: currently listening to...

lembab?

Once upon a time...

there live a lil' girl....
who decided that
she's going to smile like nothings wrong,
talk like everythings perfect,
act like it's all a dream,
and pretend it's not hurting her....

Assalamualaikum,
i've been quite fragile lately
am i having pre-menstrual syndrome?
hrmmm, sangat tidak...........
or maybe baru balik from malaysia,
so agak emotional sket kot sebab homesick?
maybe jugak sebab penat post-oncall,
exhausting body makes me emotionally unstable?
urhm, actually few things keep mingling on my mind lately
saya sangat risau of my competency being a doctor one day.....
kadang2 terasa the more i learn, the more i don't know!
& most importantly, saya rasa saya ni lembab, huuuuuuuuuu =(

okla, nak study, banyak bahan bedah vaskuler kena baca.......
taknak jadi lembab bila prof hendro tanya2 besok
till then,
XoXo

p.s: suke advertisement ni, tried to download tak boleh pula....

engagement photos?

Assalamualaikum,
saya sangat capek..........
m now in surgery dept
had on-call on thursday nite,
up till today masih terasa kepenatannya.........
yet tonight on-call lagi!
bedah oh bedah~~~~~~~~

juz a quick one,
uploading few of the engagament photos
note : cincin tunang rasa macam salah tangan
patut tangan kanan ke?
baju, selendang, tudung sume pinjam mak
timekaseh banyak mak! *muahmuahhh*
i received 2cincins; cincin merisik & cincin tunang
cuba teka which is which? hehehe

urhm, ain nak bertimekasih kat aunties, uncles & cousins yang dah banyak tolong during the preparation of the engagement, sorry sangatlah if benda ni last minute, sorry sangatlah ain dah menyusahkan.... =/
TIMEKASIH ya!
(sesungguhnya rasa appreciation ni takleh nak ditunjukkan dengan kata2)
but ain juz nak semua tau ain sayang semua, ain syukur sangat ada family macam ni, Alhamdulillah............ *XOXO*

to cik aifa, tunang adik saya.....................
timekaseh sebab dah mendecokan hantaran & memakeupkan saya
jangan serik ya awak!

to my LIL' bro: HAPPY BIRTHDAY sayang!
a year older, a year wiser, a year matured-er,
may ALLAH bless your years to come
semoga menjalani hidup demi mendapat keberkatan & keredhaan ALLAH =)

oh & i would like to thank those yang wish for the engagement
esp kat facebooklah
sorryla tak dapat nak reply sorang2
so...............................
TERIMA KASIH BANYAK KAWAN2
MAKASIH BANGET TEMEN2
NUHUN PISAN YA! *hugsssssssssss*
okie dookie
got some cleaning to be done
till then,
XoXo

p.s: tatkala saya bergembira with my engagement, umat Islam di Palestin semakin menderita, huuuu....sama2 kita boycott israelis product ok!

another engagement?

Assalamualaikum,
yep another engagement in my family
Alhamdulillah, i'm now mohd nazawee mohd zaki's fiancee
(his family calls him azan, me too! *smile smile*)
it was a small & very simple ceremony
syukur it went well, Alhamdulillah........ =)
engagement photos laterla ya
belum transfer
this is gonna be a short one
gotta do some baking & cleaning today
till then,
XoXo

p.s: urhm, sayang saya kata dah tunang baru i can put up photo of him at my blog
so dah boleh letak gamba awak kan en nazawee? *azan angguk2* ;P

mine =)

p.ss: lusa dah balik bandung *sobsob*