Assalamualaikum, juz dropping by quite busy lately....... atok organized a kelas agama on sunday had house-cleaning & mandi2kan kucing on monday adik sedara saya khalidah nabila dapat 8as for pmr last tuesday (we did a lil' celebration for her & burfday gurl, my mak adik, congrats bil! we are very very proud of u dear!) and yesterday, after receiving a shocking-but-very-exciting-&-wonderful good news, went to buy cincin tunang with sayang will upload more photos of all these events later, juz a peek-a-boossssssss
sunday : agama class organized by my grandma, this is my cousin's daughter, nama dia syazreen
monday : sesi mandikan kucing2 ayah, yang ni turn jenny mandi, ayah mandikan, i dried them up (dengan towel je tak cukup, kene pakai hair-dryer)
tuesday : nabila got her pmr result, 8as baybeh! sampai umah salam atok air mata mengalir deras tu muka post-nanges-kegembiraan, & those are my mak chom & ayah cha, her proud parents
that night we had double celebration : nabila's excellent achievement, & mak adik's birthday- may ALLAH bless both of you always! *hugsss*
wednesday: had an outing with sayang, petang singgah his house, met their famous ophe! dia ikut hantar aunty ain balik cute tak dia? very bubbly & adorable ok! lepas foto dalam kete dia terus tido, ehehe (badan saya empuk sangat ke? hohoho~)
orait, at the mean time, do pray that majlis merisik-suddenly-come-bertunang saya berjalan lancar malam ni it's a simple majlis, tapi saya sangat cuak! (although happy jugalah sebab dah boleh dipanggil tunang azan, ehehe~) wish me luck peeps! till then. XoXo
mengubah nasib (atau keadaan) sesuatu kaum itu, melainkan mereka mengubahnya sendiri" - petikan terjemahan ayat 11 Surah (13) Ar-Ra'd-
Assalamualaikum, Selamat Tahun Baru 1430 Hijriah to all muslim! apa new year's resolution kalian? mine? ehe, ive got a list of things i want to achieve this year (there's a lot to mention it here) but all in all, saya berharap to be a better muslimah insyaALLAH, aminnnn..... bak kata sayang saya, jangan cakap je...... kene buat, kene buktikan afterall action should speak louder than word
oh i would like to take the opportunity to wish dr suzanna mazlinda & hubby a big congratulations on their wedding! i've just seen the wedding photo kat facebook my senior, shelbybaby u look gorgeous kak zana! cantik cantik cantik............. & sorry sangat i couldn't attend the function memang niat nak datang but i wasn't feeling well so semalam memang duduk rumah tak keluar (dengan harapan i'll feel better today, insyaALLAH) so kak zana & hubby, semoga berbahagia ke akhir hayat ya!
to a tkcian bestie, dr fazlin fadzil & hubby SELAMAT MENEMPUH ALAM PERKAHWINAN may both of u have wonderful blessed future ahead cepat2 dapat baby ok leen! (& semoga saya cepat2la dapat menyusul, hahaha~ ;D)
ok enough about of friends' weddings, ehehe (serious rasa nak kawen, hohoho~ ;P) today i'm planning to bantu my mom redecorating the house especially ruang rehat keluarga mak nak pisahkan ruang solat & ruang tv mak kata biar tempat solat tu betul2 bersih untuk solat biar solat terjaga, mak kata benda2 macam ni penting
maybe nak start berkemas in half & hour time cepat kemas cepatlah siap.................. arini whole family puasa if berkemas pagi maybe takdelah rasa penat sangat plus petang nanti nak visit family sayang pula ingat nak buat kek batik beskut marie nak buat kek2 yang canggih2 rasa incompetent sebab mak sayang saya terer buat kek nak tunjukkan diri yang tak berapa pandai baking pun hopefully mak sayang dapatla share with me her recipe & tips ke'terer'an in baking mana tau one sweet day she would be kind to teach me baking her fruitcake yang sedap tu, ehehe :)
cakap pasal baking, another recipe yang i've been longing to try is my mak chom's pudding custard (puding kira baking jugalah kan?hahaha) i don't really know what it's called tapi saya sukalah if everytime mak chom bagi pudding tu last night we (my parents & me) didn't have our meal sebab nak makan pudding tu mak chom bagi 1 tupperware besar & the 3 of us makan dalam masa setengah jam dah habis hehehe, sangat lezzzzaaaaaaaaatt ok! i told my mom dah lama nak blaja buat pudding tu tapi mak kata awak tanya mak chom awak, dia memang pandai baking cakes, pastries, desserts adik-bradik perempuan mak saya (ada 6orang) masing2 ada food yang diorang specialised in contohnya; mak long - laksa johor, nasi lemak mak ngah - nasi beriyani, arisa mak teh - kueh2 traditional esp karipap my mom - tomyam, black pepper chicken/fish mak chom - cakes, desserts (esp choc cake & cookies) mak dik - soto, kacang phool tapi bukanla diorang tak tau masak food lain cuma when it comes to these dishes...................... we prefer those yang specialised (in this family) membuatnya sebab rasa lagi ada Ummmmmpph~ ;D
ini ruang rehat rumah saya: dalam tupperware biru tu terisi pudding custard mak chom saya... rumah kami baru siap renovated, so maaflah ye if berkecah, haha~
oh parents saya dah balik from masjid gotta start cleaning! till then, XoXo
p.s: malam tadi chat with aliah, hopefully aliah & ezee are having fun in bandung libur spasing 1 week ni, if ada benda nak kem from malaysia do buzz me aite! p.ss: to intan, wani, dja - elo elo senyap je kat malaysia? hehehe p.sss: semalam my surgery groupmate, verna sms-ed me 10 soalan yang dia kata itu bedah toraks' assignment, huuuu belum start surgery dept dah ada tugasan la plak! (thanxalot ve for informing! sorry ya repotin, muahmuahh) p.ssss: tak sabar nak jan 1st! ;) p.sssss: currently listening to...
Once upon a time... there live a lil' girl.... who thinks that life isn't weird; it's the people in it
Assalamualaikum, yes yes yessssssssssssssss~ di kala saya typing this saya berada di ruang rehat rumah saya hehe sangat best rasanya *senyum sampai telinga* cuma yang tak best sket i'm having cough & flu but takdela teruk, cuma arini tak dapatlah kluar jumpa my sayang (since balik jumpa dia mulu, infact balik jb from kl pun balik ngan dia *happy*)
kelmarin saya ke rumah atok as usual the day after i reached back home mesti ke rumah atok, jenguk dia, bagitau dah sampai malaysia this time rumah atok tak sunyi ayah uda turun from KL, bawa 2 of his granddaughters: amira natasha & amira nadya then there was this cute lil' boy, anak cikgu tuition cousin saya nama dia naufal, umur satu setengah tahun he's a fast-learner ok! ikut je ape orang buat, ikut apa orang cakap the 2 gurls ketuk kepala dia pun dia ikut ketuk kepala dia jugak tapi bagusla bukan ketuk kepala orang lain, ehehe lepas tu pantang nengok handphone habisla takkan lepas handphone dari tangan dia dia sangat curious dengan everything my digicam pun dia nak ambil my handbag hampir jadi mangsa, dia nak godeh2, hahaha tapi dia sangat cuteeeeeeeeeeeee! i loike i loike! *winkwink* here are some photos of them
eeee, apa tu aunty ain pegang? i want i want!
muka full of curiousity~~~~ hahaha
tangan dah mula nak mencapai..... here comes the 2 gurls, nak jugak difoto, haihhh~ ;P ok boy, gimme ur most cutestest smile! (tali camera ni plak menyibuk, adoi)
ok aunty ain, now it's our turn! cepat2 kitorang dah lama tunggu ni~ ok gurls, say cheeeeeseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! (aiseyman, gigi tututttt~hahahahaha ;P)
okie dookie guess that's all for the time being jap lagi time to chitchat with my sayang till then, XoXo
Take a look around I'm the sunshine in your hair I'm the shadow on the ground I'm the whisper in the wind And I'll be there until the end Can you feel the love That we share? Oh I'm already there Oh I'm already there..."
Assalamualaikum, its 2000wib, kat rctv tengah pasang sinetron alysa tapi saya nak juga update blog.............................. sebab saya excited, excited bangettttttt! sebab besok saya balik malaysia! countdown : 14 hours to go, yeayea~~~~ *senyum sampai telinga*
tadi balik class gi pvj sekejap dengan intan thought of buying ole2 for family unfortunately duit mara tak masuk lagi tak taula nape this month lambat gile masuk selalu tanggal 21 dah masuk................... so tadi terus sms family & sayang, bagitau yang balik ni tak dapat nak bagi apa2, takde rezkilah *sobsob*
the main point we went to pvj sebab intan nak beli breadtalk adik dia kirim & saya nak pegi try check size jari saya............................... saje nak menggatal, ada orang duk sibuk tanya jari size bape tu yang curious pegi check gak kat satu kedai cincin ni & macam nengok harga silver rings dia, not badla rings for couple + nama2 diukir kat both rings --> rp200,000 murah ke tu? bagi saya murah jugalah intan kata maybe sebab silver, so murah manalah tau one sweet day ada rezki nak beli cincin kan? cincin untuk pakai diri sniri, hohoho~
oh ya tadi last day saya di paeds department tanggal 5jan dah masuk dept surgery dept yang paling banyak on-call shifts bagus gakla, hopefully lagi cepat kurus bila banyak jaga ni, ehehe ;D ni few pics taken with paeds groupmates 9 people in my group, sorang je indonesian......... tapi doctors ramai ingat dia pun malaysian, ehehe result paeds will be out in a month time doakan juga ya? huuu, takut...................
with Gita Widya Pradini, the only indonesian in our group (percaya tak if gita sudah nikah? she has a daughter yang sangat tembam!)
group 8 paeds
this is my first preceptor (pembimbing), dr Myrna Soepriadi, Sp.A(K)
ok deh, need to tidy up my room
kemas2 notes paeds, masuk dalam file & selepas itu nak packing! tak sabarnya nak kol 1145 tomorrow! (masa ni dah nak depart~) malaysia here i come~~~~~~~~ till then, XoXo
there live a lil' girl.... who's blasting out her music so she won't hear her own thoughts, but it's stupid because the lyrics keep reminding her of what she's trying to forget.
Assalamualaikum, pagi tadi saya telah menduduki exam paeds......................... & saya berasa sangat sedeh karena saya tidak performed saya sedeh, sungguh sedeh, sedeh bangetttt... *sobsob* saya tak sangka case dengue hemorrhagic fever (DHF) yang keluar mungkin silap kami (my groupmates & me) sebab focus ke cases lain seperti tetralogy of fallot, kejang demam, iron deficiency anemia (IDA) cases yang lebeh mencabar untuk keluar exam cases yang belum pernah keluar exam lagi...................... ternyata case senang macam DHF yang keluar! uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! DHF senang & saya tak boleh jawab! uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! boleh la jawab, cuma therapy & few penatalaksanaan yang menjawab dengan ragu2 sebab tak ingat, sebab tak hafal betul2! (dosis obat & fluid therapy doses tak ingat!) otak dah penuh dengan info2 cases lain cases yang belum keluar exam (DHF dah keluar 6batches before) then pagi tadi before exam ada sumber2 yang boleh dipercayai kata confirm IDA keluar haaaaaaaa lagi la memang terus hafal mati IDA! tapi bila dapat je exam ques nengok keluhan utama ---> demam kurang 7 hari otak terus je blank! demam demam demam???? OMG! anemia patient selalu datang dengan keluhan pucat or maybe kuning mana plak datang demam ni????????? my mind was blank for a while....................................... *nak nanges, tapi memang air mata tak boleh nak keluar ni* but i did try my best, trying hard to remember apa yang dah penah baca cuma disappointed sebab i thought i could perform this paeds exam........... *speechless* (serious saya memang terpikir sumber2 yang bagitau IDA keluar tu, adakah dia sengaja mensabotage yang lain so that kami tak boleh jawab exam???? mungkin juga! karena itulah tabiat few students kat sini, haihhhh.....*geleng kepala*) *dah tak boleh nak nanges ni* lepas exam i called my sayang........... shockingly he told me that he was in the hospital admitted due to DHF! haaaaaaa lagila macam nak pitam kan! DHF lagi! *toingtoing* i knew he was having a fever yesterday he even had mc for 2 days, suspected dengue he had to come back to the hospital today to amek darah if demam tak kurang tak sangka plak at 10am wib dia dah kene admitted rasa macam dah kene jinx plak dengan DHF, huuuuuu but luckily dia acah2 sajeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! (rasa macam nak cekik je, haha~) ok la saya nak study DHF ni, although dah habes exam i hafta know, kene ingat sampai mati ni, seriously! *rasa keciwaaaaa yang teramat sangat.........................* till then, XoXo
p.s: i'm tawakal-ing, & kene lebih2kan doa, moga lulus paeds ni, insyaALLAH, aminnnn.... tolong doain juga ya? huuuuu...... pss: thanxalot to intan, wani & dja (saya jumpa kat mesko during lunch break tadi) yang telah mencomforted saya pasal exam tadi, makaseh banyak temen2! *hugsss* oh & gudluck guys for the kulit&kelamin exam! ayo semangat! psss: nowadays saya tengah follow sinetron indo berjudul Alysa, nia ramadhani berlakon, tapi as usualla dia pegang watak jahat, but who cares, saya cuma mau nonton christian sugiono yang cakep itu! haha~ p.ssss: currently listening to....
"I seem to have loved you in numberless forms, numberless times, in life after life, in age after age forever....."
Assalamualaikum, hehe, kata nak silence sebentar............. but m really tempted to post these photos~ oh it was my LITTLE brother's engagement venue : kota bharu, kelantan cik aifa sangat cantik! *winkwink* glad the function went well (cuma sedeh i wasn't there.....) ramai relatives from our side came all the way from jb excited sebab dapat konvoi ramai2 pegi kelantan (since it's school holiday) congrats ariff & aifa for the engagement! so when's the wedding wahai adikku? ehehe *garu kepala*
When you feel cold and warm at the same time, when you read over the same line for the tenth time, when your heart and thoughts somehow appear to rhyme, and when a simple name conquers your whole mind, then you are in deep trouble my friend... you are in what they call, "LOVE".
Edward Cullen: Is that what you dream about? Being a monster? Bella Swan: Mostly I dream about being with you forever. Edward Cullen: I will stay with you — isn’t that enough? Bella Swan: I love you more than everything else in the world combined. Isn’t that enough? Edward Cullen: Yes, it is enough. Enough for forever.
m a girl, i can dream too baby! (yeah, keep on dreaming...asik berangan je........) till then, XoXo
there live a lil' girl.... who believes she was blessed, if only for a moment,
by the love of her shining bright star. & given the gift of believing, that heaven is never too far.....
Assalamualaikum, "Some thoughts are better left unsaid, some feelings are better left kept to yourself, but love has its way of expressing itself despite the silence" m gonna stay silence for a while... there's a lot on the mind & lotsa things to be done till then,
XoXo
p.s: Awkward silences -> Embrace them, Enjoy them, Cause them
there live a lil' girl.... who finds that happiness is..... getting a hug from someone you care about deeply =)
Assalamualaikum, as i am blogging this post... i juz can't stop smiling!!!!! sebab................................ waktu saya buka backpack saya tadi, saya jumpa ini!
a surprise how-r-u note from intan!
saaaaaaaaangat terkejut ok! i left my backpack at the mesko (bilik rehat kami para ko-as / the so-called 'dokter muda') sebab beg tu berisi baju jaga (i had my paeds night on-call shift yesterday) ni saya baru je buka beg tu sebab nak keluarkan baju2 kotor untuk dicuci surprisingly a white note popped out! *muka terkejut* hehehe bila baca its contents, then rasa hati sangatlah berbunga2, hihihi~ so i put the note, on 'ain's wall of memories' ;D
the note intan wrote......
i pinned the note.....
on my wall of memories =)
well, i met intan tadi during the lunch break masa tu dia nak lunch, tapi kitorang dah nak start bimbingan so sempat lambai2 tangan & tanya nak ke mana, ehehe
ini intan, one of my besties, i luv u bibeh!*hugssssss*
selalunya during lunch break kami selalu jumpa kat mesko (sekalian lepak-ing with dja & wani, hehe)
tapi lately ni my preceptor suka buat bimbingan during the lunch hour so dah jarangla 'hang-out' sama2 kat rumah sakit intan knew kot kalo ainul jaga malam mesti muka selebet gile (i've got that sleepy face that when people look at me & said "tak tidur ke waktu jaga malam tadi?") tapi malam tadi menaged to doze off for a whilelah......... then kene kejut dengan perawat sebab ada petient nak nebu cute gile nengok that chubby 7 months-old baby duk tiup wap nebulizer tu sambil nangis taknak kene nebu & for the first time during my ward shift, saya berjaya menimbang berat semua patient saya on time (weighing+ follow-up 50 patients in 3hours) *happy*
oh back to my intan's note, seriouslyit really made my day! thanxalot my dear dear intan for being soooooooo thoughtful *muahmuahhhh*
ini untuk awak, intan =)
& now m going to have my qada'-beauty sleep with a largeeeeee smile on my face~ till then, XoXo
p.s: last night was my last paeds on-call! alast habis juga jaga anak! heeee ;P
p.ss: & it means paeds' coming to its end, & paeds exam is getting tersangatlah juzzzzzzzzz around the corner!!!! studylah ain! =/ (ok now tidur, bak kata intan dah rest then baru boleh focus study....tidur je keje!)
* a plain jane * a coffee addict * an ESQ alumni * an art admirer~ (esp jordi labanda's) * a wishful thinker * a jco-freeze lover * & world's gr8st sleepyhead~ (seriouly serious!)*
sunday : agama class organized by my grandma, 
monday : sesi mandikan kucing2 ayah, 
tuesday : nabila got her pmr result, 
that night we had double celebration :
wednesday: had an outing with sayang,
