stay with me baby?

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.....
i got back home at 5.45pm today,
tak tau nak makan apa today,
dah bosan dengan food luar,
so i dropped by kat mini-market condominium ni,
& bought few items to cook.....
today buat spaghetti favourite hubby, hehehe
Alhamudulillah ;)

oh ya, i met yun today, she came to PAC, scanning the lil' one inside her tummy, hehe
rindu yun, tadi dapat lepaskan rindu....
but she didn't look quite well, she just got back from Surabaya, visiting her father-in-law who was not in a good shape,
yun kata dia still ada hyperemesis, currently in her 12th weeks gestational age,
yun, jangan stress2 ok?
yun kena take care of the lil' one, take care of your health, nanti baby sihat ;)

hrm, out of nowhere this song keep playing on my mind,
love the movie, the the songs,
maybe sebab teringatkan yun, & how she misses her hubby (who's in Surabaya)
yun, ainul dedicatekan this song for you
be strong dear, i know you'll make it through *hugs*

Every night I pray
I'll have you here someday
I'll count the stars tonight
And hope with all my might
And when I close my eyes
You'll be right by my side
If I could only have one wish
You'd be the girl whose lips I'd kiss
All my only dreams

And when I close my eyes
You'll be right by my side
If I could have just one request
Stay with me girl I confess
All my only dreams

Any waking hour it seems
I only have you in my dreams
So every night I'll pray
I'll have you here one day
I'll count the stars tonight
And hope with all my might
That when I close my eyes
You'll be right by my side
If I could have just one request
Stay with me girl I confess
All my only dreams

ok, hubby ajak makan, hopefully spaghetti sedap,
encik nazawee, if tak sedap pun telan je ok? ;P

courage, where are thou?

"courage does not always roar,
sometimes it is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying,
'i will try again tomorrow' "
- author unknown-

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.........
i'm back, it's been a while since i last blogged,
things been tumbling down lately,
i've got extended in O&G department, it's hard....
i can't deny if i'm still STRUGGLING from it......

i planned to get pregnant after this O&G posting,
tapi rasanya terpaksalah membantalkan hajat tu dulu....
my younger brother's getting married in june,
saya redha if dearest dalila (his future wifey) gets pregnant before me.....

tiba-tiba rasa lonely kat O&G ni....
i miss my 2 buddies yun & pui kei in O&G,
missing aizuddin, ainiza, salwa, rizal, neehad etc etc
they are currently in paeds, surgical, medical - departments other than O&G,
yes, they passed O&G, & here i am,
all alone with the new batches which i'm still trying hard to fit in...

Alhamdulillah, i have dearest hubby, who always been there for me,
consoling me setiap kali saya balik nangis2 sebab kerja,
thank you Encik Nazawee,
jangan serik ya sayang.....
terima kasih ALLAH di atas pemberian ini....

i know i have lotsa readings to do....
i need the courage,
ya ALLAH bantulah hambaMU ini,
jangan biarkan aku berhenti di tengah jalan......


p.s: rindu family back in jb, rindu intan-aliah-ezee...